I was once you and this is what I did. I sent $5 to all the mail order places in HighTimes for catalogs. After 3 weeks and no reply I got fed up and ordered online from
www.worldwideseeds.com. 12 days later I had my seeds and catalogs from the other companies started to show up with promices of 4-6 weeks delivery. How ****ing hard can it be to put seeds in the mail the next day. sheesh.
There was one problem, none of the seeds germinated. Thought I was out $250. Instead of getting pissed off I just sent them an email explaining what happened and they sent me a new batch.
The new batch germinated in about 20 hours. I am now a customer for life.
They are very fast and back their prodect if it doesn't perform. Don't worry about receiving it at your house. It is very descreatly packaged. It took me a day to realize I had received them. You'll know what I mean when you get em.
I took a gamble and got lucky. Now I pass this knowledge on to you. DON'T TELL ANYONE WHAT YOU ARE DOING!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!