Hey sibeleen,
Dont be too disheartend, If you wern't paranoid when you started, you will be when you finish.
Seriously though, that is one big mutha you've got there. not seen one quite that big before, although a couple of my current gro were reasonably big.
Only way to tell is to germ it and see.
p.s hows the grow . you've not posted for in your journal 4 a while??!!
Lilbud